So I haven't blogged in a while. I am not sure why. But I never really knew what to write about. On one hand it seems like nothing of interest has been happening and on the other hand I feel like I have been busy and haven't had the time to sit and write. But thinking about it now both of those excuses are total crap. I have had plenty of time to write but I haven't really had anything of interest to write about.
The last few days I have spent a lot of time reflecting why I have let several things "fall through." I lack discipline. It sucks to admit. And it sucks to think that I need more discipline. At the beginning of the year I wanted to practice fasting more often. I fasted once. I also wanted to read more books this year. I have started about a dozen books and have finished one. I am great at starting projects but not great at finishing them. I do not like delayed gratification. It takes too long to see results. I like short term goals. I like instant gratification. I don't have many long term goals. I don't think this is necessarily a bad thing but it can't be good.
The lack of this blog is a result of my lack of discipline.